Hello Iowa!! |Nevertheless I Live

I am in Iowa!! Land of corn and Slipknot!! Now I am a West Virginia girl. I love my state and its glorious mountains. I have only crossed it's borders for yearly summer beach trips and a handful of other occasions. I NEVER plan to reside anywhere outside of Almost Heaven West by God Virginia...except for my dreams of someday owning a winter beach home somewhere sunny.

So you may ask why in the world I am in Iowa. My answer: Victoria's Secret. Now before you go assuming, yes we mountain lovin' hillbillies have plenty of Victoria's Secrets. So let me clarity. My husband is a contractor. He and his company build retail stores all over the country. 

He has traveled as long as I have known him. When we were dating, his being gone often during the warm months was not a huge deal. Now that we're married it's a bit more difficult. We were blessed the first couple months because construction is slow during the winter months. I think I got REEEEALLY spoiled because as soon as it got warm and he headed out I was not happy. I just missed him so much.

It has taken multiple jobs and several weeks apart to realize another potential blessing in my recent career changes. I quit my job in rescue missions a few months ago after dedicating five long years to it. I decided. with the support of my husband. to pursue a long time dream. I have wanted to create things for as long as I can remember. I want to design and create jewelry and photo albums and who knows what else. I want to create content on a blog and darn it I want a youtube channel! So that's what I am doing. I started this blog and I opened a new etsy shop that I know will someday outgrow etsy and maybe be a physical store. I created a youtube channel and I am creating a brand. Oh, and the best part?! It's portable!

That's right! We packed up my craft room and office and loaded up our puppy and drove twelve hours to Iowa where we have been for two weeks now and will be for a couple more. And after this, who knows? Maybe Wisconsin? 

All I know is I am loving this life I now live! Most of all I am loving being with my handsome hubs more!! More about our Iowa adventures coming soon! 

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I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me. Galatians 2:20 KJV

The Darkest Part Of The Forest - Book Review

The Darkest Part of the Forest by Holly Black

Published January 13th 2015 by Little, Brown Books for Young Readers 

Children can have a cruel, absolute sense of justice. Children can kill a monster and feel quite proud of themselves. A girl can look at her brother and believe they’re destined to be a knight and a bard who battle evil. She can believe she’s found the thing she’s been made for.

Hazel lives with her brother, Ben, in the strange town of Fairfold where humans and fae exist side by side. The faeries’ seemingly harmless magic attracts tourists, but Hazel knows how dangerous they can be, and she knows how to stop them. Or she did, once.

At the center of it all, there is a glass coffin in the woods. It rests right on the ground and in it sleeps a boy with horns on his head and ears as pointed as knives. Hazel and Ben were both in love with him as children. The boy has slept there for generations, never waking.

Until one day, he does… (Goodreads)

My Rating 

My Thoughts

This was my very first Holly Black book. I had heard great things of her writing and I can say I was not disappointed. I was worried that this book would leave me wanting more. I do not read many fantasy stand alone novels. I don't think I even know of many actually... Usually a good fantasy novel comes with at least two more books in the series if not way more. 

This book was so satisfying. I flew right through this book. I enjoyed the world. Holly Black did an awesome job of building a world quickly but in a way that didn't feel rushed. I never felt like I was drowning in world building information. She made the woods in this town really come alive in my head. I could literally imagine it in great detail. That really got me hooked right away.

Next the characters were great! I loved Hazel. I loved her bravery and her awkward kissing addiction. Ben, her brother, is also great because he is also brave even though he is completely terrified. I love how he always did what was necessary despite his fear or lack of preparation or capabilities.

The Darkest Part Of The Forest was action packed and full of emotional twists and turns. I thoroughly enjoyed it, especially the ending. I loved the finale of this novel. It ended in such a beautiful way and was completely satisfying. 

I highly recommend this book. I plan to read more Holly Black ASAP! and by ASAP I mean as soon as that darn TBR shelf of mine shrinks substantially. :p

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Top 4 Tips To Take Your Communication To The Next Level

One of the most annoying cliches in movies, tv shows, and books is when tons and tons of drama could have been avoided if only the characters had communicated with each other. Usually, even the most basic grasp of decent communication would save them from all kinds of chaos. Unfortunately, such could be said for many of our real life relationships. 

Communicating well and developing skills are big deals to my husband and me. As I mentioned in my recent post, Four Misconceptions I Had Before Marriage, communication is something we both admit we were not good at during the early portion of our relationship.  Mike sat down with me, and we came up with these tips together. We acknowledged to each other that we both have tons of “head knowledge” about communication, but we must make an effort daily to put our knowledge into practice. 

So here are our top four tips for better communication.

1. Stay Current.

Take time to deal today's problems today. If you were to take the first three phases of training with the Association of Certified Biblical Counselors, this tip is something that would be instilled and reinforced in your brain during every session. And for good reason, because this is the hardest suggestions for me to follow.

I have had too many nights in my young marriage lying awake in bed unable to fall asleep because I have so many emotions raging in my head and heart. I know that I should wake my husband and let him help me sort through it all, but I guilt myself into thinking that I shouldn’t because I waited until bedtime to bring them up. Then, eventually, sleep arrives. I wake up the next morning and the problems seem to have faded.

BUT THEY DIDN'T! They're still in there, especially if they involve a marital conflict. It's still in there. The next time your spouse does something, big or small, that bothers you, all the previous issues are likely to come rushing back. Those are blow-up moments that make the current issue look bigger than it really is because you're just now dealing with these past events.

So keep current. The Bible even says in Ephesians 4:26-27, "Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil." Those verses are so packed with goodness but focus on that sound advice to work through your stuff immediately. 

2. Share Feelings Rather Than Facts.

From a young age, we are taught to suppress our emotions, especially the negative ones. We sit down with our loved ones and we tell them only the facts about our day. 

My husband comes home and asks me how my day was. I tell him that it was okay and that I worked on inventory for the online shop. I ask him about his day and he says that it was long but good. Then the conversation moves on. Those were not feelings. They were just basic facts. 

I don’t tell my husband that I am feeling overwhelmed with pressure to get several more items into the shop because I have convinced myself that it’s the only way it'll be successful. He doesn't know that I am feeling extremely anxious and a little depressed because I am in over my head. He doesn’t tell me that by "long day" he meant he faced several conflicts and challenges and now he's doubting himself a bit as a leader and provider. 

Because we didn't share feelings neither of us is aware of the baggage the other is carrying. We have to guess what factors are throwing off each other’s moods and neither of us is prepared to be patient and compassionate with the other. Most likely we'll both be so focused on our own crisis that we won't see the other’s crisis until we collide. 

Share your feelings. It's uncomfortable at first. It is worth the effort and it and builds an amazing intimacy. Start by sharing three feelings you had today. Be vulnerable. 

3. Eat Dinner Together Every Day With No Distractions

It is so easy to come home from work exhausted, sit down on the couch with dinner and just mindlessly stare at the TV for the next two or three hours. So easy but so potentially destructive.

The TV, cell phones, laptops and computers just suck us in and pull our focus away. So after a whole day apart, we're now home but we still aren't paying attention to each other. Make dinner, the breaking of bread, sacred. No distractions. No devices. Set up the ritual of knowing that every day that we sit down and eat together we give each other our full attention and the opportunity to be vulnerable and share feelings. 

For me, this gesture says, “You are important enough to have my attention.” I love that. 

4. Work Through Conflict Without Throwing Accusations

When I mentioned this one, Mike's eyes got wide and he said, "Oh yeah. You don't handle being accused very well." Ha ha. This is so true. The fact is, no one does. No one likes being accused of things. When an accusation is hurled at you, you immediately go into fight-or-flight mode. You'll either fight to defend yourself or you'll try to evade and escape the conversation altogether. Neither of those reactions will help you work through the conflict.

When there is a problem go back to number two and attempt to share feelings, not accuse. If my feelings are hurt because I took something Mike has said, I don't tell him about his smart mouth. That is how my emotions and hurt feelings want me to respond because our human nature wants to repay hurt for hurt. Instead, what I should say is, "I got my feelings hurt this morning and I've been replaying it all day in my head." That will go so much further and won't harm your intimacy. 

I don't know where you are in your relationships currently but I encourage you to remember there is always room to grow in our communication and conflict resolution skills. Scripture tells us, "If possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all." (Romans 12:18 ESV) That is our goal, isn't it? Peace? I believe these tips if implemented are a few more baby steps toward peace. 

As far as it depends on you, keep short records with people. Fight to stay current. Don't let stuff stew. Make sure you are baring your soul and sharing what's happening within you. Go deep. Share feelings. Carve out sacred pockets of regular time for the people in your life that deserve it. Remember you can tell the truth and have confrontation without hurling accusations. Be kind. 

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The Longest Ride - Book Review

The Longest Ride by Nicholas Sparks

Published September 17th 2013 by Grand Central Publishing 

Ira Levinson is in trouble. At ninety-one years old, in poor health and alone in the world, he finds himself stranded on an isolated embankment after a car crash. Suffering multiple injuries, he struggles to retain consciousness until a blurry image materializes and comes into focus beside him: his beloved wife Ruth, who passed away nine years ago. Urging him to hang on, she forces him to remain alert by recounting the stories of their lifetime together – how they met, the precious paintings they collected together, the dark days of WWII and its effect on them and their families. Ira knows that Ruth can’t possibly be in the car with him, but he clings to her words and his memories, reliving the sorrows and everyday joys that defined their marriage.

A few miles away, at a local rodeo, a Wake Forest College senior’s life is about to change. Recovering from a recent break-up, Sophia Danko meets a young cowboy named Luke, who bears little resemblance to the privileged frat boys she has encountered at school. Through Luke, Sophia is introduced to a world in which the stakes of survival and success, ruin and reward -- even life and death – loom large in everyday life. As she and Luke fall in love, Sophia finds herself imagining a future far removed from her plans -- a future that Luke has the power to rewrite . . . if the secret he’s keeping doesn’t destroy it first.

Ira and Ruth. Sophia and Luke. Two couples who have little in common, and who are separated by years and experience. Yet their lives will converge with unexpected poignancy, reminding us all that even the most difficult decisions can yield extraordinary journeys: beyond despair, beyond death, to the farthest reaches of the human heart. (goodreads)

My Rating

5/5

My Thoughts

I jumped on the "Nicholas Sparks has a new movie coming out?!" bandwagon and picked up The Longest Ride. I was in the mood for a lovey dovey romantic contemporary book and man did this book deliver?! 

I really enjoyed this book. I fell in love with both of the couples and their love stories. I loved reading about Ira and Ruth's vintage love. I loved how they weathered different storms life and the war through at them. Even though it is heart breaking I loved how Ira coped after the passing of his wife. It is so sad but so beautiful that they had created a love that strong. I cried multiple times throughout this book.  I was emotionally invested to say the least. I also enjoyed Sofia and Luke's blossoming love. I loved the rodeo aspect. As a huge Garth Brooks fan I am always fascinated by rodeo cowboys and the bizarre lives they live with their dedication to the rodeo. 

I was worried the book would drag on but it diffidently did not. The book is told from multiple perspectives so that kept me in. While I did guess the ending about half way through I could figure out how it would happen until the bit. Guessing how it would end didn't ruin it for me at all because it was how I would have wanted it to come to a conclusion. 

Overall it was a very satisfying read and I thoroughly enjoyed it. I would recommend this to anyone who is pumped to see the movie, loves Nicholas Sparks or The Notebook, or just wants a great contemporary romance. 

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How's Married Life? | Nevertheless I live

Today I have been married for 151 days. Exactly five months ago I got the amazing privilege to marry my best friend in the entire world. People always ask us, “How is married life,” and I always give the quick general answer “It’s wonderful,” because I think that is all people really want and expect. Today, however, I would love to really answer the question. 

How is married life?

Sometimes it’s a little hard.
As the merging of two independent lives is bound to be. It is amazing and wonderful ALL the time. It can be challenging from time to time, but every challenge is worth it because we are closer and stronger after. 

It is overwhelming.
I did’t think I could love someone so much. My love for this man grows more and more with each and every passing day. And it’s such a healthy love. My love for him feels good and pure. I am not sure if that makes sense. In a world with so many people struggling with codependency and unhealthy relationships, I am glad that we are both dependent on Christ and from that flows our ever increasing love for each other. It is hard to comprehend how blessed I am to have a man like Mike. 

It is exciting.
I love thinking about our future. I love planning and dreaming about the directions our careers will go in. I love making lists of things that I want our dream home to have and the land that will surround it.  I LOVE thinking about the children we will someday raise together. I love thinking about the children we will someday adopt and foster. I can not wait to watch my husband be a father. 

It is fulfilling.
He is my best friend in the entire world. He is my support. He is my fan club. God has given me this person to weather life with. He’s my team mate. Anything that comes against one of us has both of us to face.

It is sweet.
He is sweet. He leaves me adorable notes and makes us breakfast on the weekends. He knows I am touchy because I am a physical touch love language so he always reaches for my hand whether we’re shopping and he has to try and steer the cart with the other hand or we’re in the car or just sitting on porch. I feel loved. That is an awesome thing. As someone who spent a lot of life thinking they were unloved, knowing that my husband loves me is something that I am very grateful for.

It is comfortable.
​Not in a negative boring routine kind of way. By comfortable I mean I am so comfortable just being myself. I have very few insecurities. I feel safe with him. I feel secure. I feel unashamed. 

So how is married life? Married life is wonderful. Thank you for asking.

Tips For Loving Your Acts of Service Love Language Spouse

I spent around 5 years working in helps ministry. A more common than you'd expect occurrence there was to receive a client who was in need of help but spoke no English. These women would be in need of safety, food, shelter, clothing and sometimes even protecting but figuring out any of their needs was a huge task that required quite a bit of google translate and maybe even an amateur translator. 

It was such a challenge because we really wanted to help this person but we do not speak their language and they did not speak ours. It is very difficult to serve and love a person if you have no idea what they are saying and they have no clue what you are saying.

I found the same to be true in my marriage and other relationships. The ways I gave and received love didn't seem to be what the people around me were needing. Then I found the love languages and everything changed.

The Five Love Languages 

The Five Love Languages is a book written by Gary Chapman about the five ways people give and receive love. Mike and I LOVE this book and Gary Chapman. I put off reading it for years, assuming that it was simply the next great Christian gimmick. Man, was I wrong! The Five Love Languages changed our marriage before it even started. We discovered it during the later portion of our dating life and engagement. When I learned that my primary love language was Quality Time, I was able to put so much of my life in perspective—I still find it overwhelming. Mike and I reread the book every few months and I get emotional every single time I read that section of the book.

The love languages are Quality Time, Physical Touch, Acts of Service, Words of Affirmation, and Gifts.

Learning how the people around us and especially our spouses give and receive love is a big deal. Mike's languages are so different from my natural tendencies that it literally can feel like I am trying to speak Latin. He would probably say the same thing about me. We want to share some information and tips we have learned to help out some of you.

Acts of Service

Because my husband speaks the Acts of Service love language, he gives and receives love primarily by doing things and having things done for him. The AoS person has a constant running to-do list of tasks in their mind. They relax when the list is done. Things that may be on the list could be: change the oil int he car, get the laundry folded and put away, mop the floors and change the litter box.

For an AoS person, you communicate that you love them and they communicate that they love you by helping to remove things from that list of tasks. When you knock something off the list it tells them, this matters to me because it matters to you and in response, they feel loved and valued. 

You may have an Acts of Service spouse if they are constantly doing the things above that I mentioned or similar things. 

Guys, I am not a native Acts of Service speaker. I am a Slob. That's right, capital S. Now, I am not gross. In my book, there is a difference between “slob” and “gross.” I don't have insects or vermin and I haven't lost any pets under my newspaper-and-fast-food-wrapper collection or anything like that.

What I mean is that I’m not bothered when the dog's toys are all over the floor. I could pick them up, but she'll just drag them back out. It doesn't bother me that the bed is unmade. We're just going to mess it up again. I'll leave dishes in the drainer until they're needed again...they're clean. What's the problem?! You get the point. My husband is the opposite.

How He Loves

It has taken me quite a bit of time to learn to recognize how my husband goes about showing his love for me. I don't fluently speak Acts of Service, therefore, to receive his expressions of love, I have to identify them. For example, he'll go out and start my car so that it is warm when I leave. (I hate being cold.) Usually, he doesn't even mention he has done it, so it's a surprise to me when I leave. Sometimes it's an "I decided to leave an hour later than planned and didn't know the car had been running the whole time" surprise, but even that makes me smile.

He comes home the day before Valentine's Day with a bag of screw hooks from the hardware store to install in my desk so that I can hang my rags and things. A lot of women would be like, "That's what you got me for Valentine's Day?!" (He got me other wonderful things too, by the way.) I, however, know that he wants to show me he loves me by making my life just that much easier. 

He shows love in ways like that. He takes the role of a servant. It reminds me of Jesus washing the feet of those He loved, and I love that.

I tell you this to help you recognize what your spouse is doing for you. That is my first tip. Learn to see the love they are trying to show you and make sure that they know that they are appreciated. Even if this is not your primary language and even if it doesn't overflow your love tank like Quality Time or Gifts would acknowledge that they are trying.

How to Love Him

Knockout his to-do list.

So, my husband can get kind of high-strung at times. A list of undone tasks makes him very anxious. If he comes home and dishes aren't put away, the bed isn't made, the laundry is piled up, and the dog’s toys are everywhere, he can't seem to focus on much except the things that need to be done. The first thing he'll do when he gets home is take care of each of those things. He'll get so lost in his to-do list that he will do all of those things, plus clean the floors and bathe the dog while he's at it. 

I think he would be fine doing that. He doesn't seem to mind taking care of those things. However, it doesn't really jive with my quality time/physical touch language. After not seeing him all day, I feel neglected if he spends the entire evening being a tornado of cleanliness. 

He feels love, however, when he comes home and I have done all...or let’s just say most…of those things. It eases his anxiety. It enables him to relax. It communicates, “I love you so much that I don't want you to come into an environment that makes you anxious.” It says, “What matters to you matters to me.” Plus, it gives him room to focus on me. I get the quality time and closeness I need. Win win!

Take the role of a servant.

My husband serves me all the time in many different ways. I’m left wanting to find ways to return the favor. It can be little things like doing his laundry or making dinner. He loves when I make a new dinner. I leave the porch light on for him and I try not to leave my things all over the house. I make a big batch of eggs and veggies and freeze them so he has breakfasts for the week. These are all my attempts at communicating that I love him

Now you don't have to do the things I mentioned but watch your spouse. What are the things that they come in and do all the time? What are the things that seem to cause them stress? Get creative. What are some ways that you can serve your spouse and communicate to their AoS heart that they are very loved? 

Tell him about it!

Tell him all the things you did for him that day. Just in case he misses them. Nothing is worse than when I spend the day doing tasks for him and he misses them. Don't get bitter! Don't turn off love! Just tell him. When he asks about your day, include the things you did for him. He won’t think you’re bragging. He’ll feel loved. 

Now we are not pro's at this yet. Keep in mind that we've been working at it for around seven months. There is always room to grow. Learning a new language takes time and good for you for even being willing to step out there and learn to speak a new love language. I hope my tips inspire and challenge you because people are just so worth it. If you would lie to read more about love languages you can check out The Five Love Languages: Why They Matter or Tips For Loving Your Physical Touch Spouse.

Mike and I LOVE this book. We recommend it to all our friends and strangers on a regular basis. We also love to guess our family member's love language. I totally suggest you pick a copy for your family. They also have versions for kids, one that focuses on apologies and another that is aimed towards men (which I actually prefer for myself.)

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So let’s hear from you! What do you think is your love language? If yours is Acts of Service, what are some ways you really feel loved? If your spouse's love language is Acts of Service, what are some ways you show love to him or her? Let's discuss in the comments below!

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I Was Here - Book Review

I Was Here by Gayle Forman

Published January 27th 2015 by Viking Juvenile

Cody and Meg were inseparable.
Two peas in a pod.
Until . . . they weren’t anymore.
 
When her best friend Meg drinks a bottle of industrial-strength cleaner alone in a motel room, Cody is understandably shocked and devastated. She and Meg shared everything—so how was there no warning? But when Cody travels to Meg’s college town to pack up the belongings left behind, she discovers that there’s a lot that Meg never told her. About her old roommates, the sort of people Cody never would have met in her dead-end small town in Washington. About Ben McAllister, the boy with a guitar and a sneer, who broke Meg’s heart. And about an encrypted computer file that Cody can’t open—until she does, and suddenly everything Cody thought she knew about her best friend’s death gets thrown into question.
 
I Was Here is Gayle Forman at her finest, a taut, emotional, and ultimately redemptive story about redefining the meaning of family and finding a way to move forward even in the face of unspeakable loss. (goodreads)

My Rating

4/5

My Thoughts

I loved this book. I flew through it. I think I just related so much to Meg that the difference between us encouraged me. I loved the characters. I love Cody. I so appreciated her heart. Even while morning & feeling abandoned she still tried to figure it all out. I like several of the other character including the mysterious Ben.

Suicide is such a touchy topic but I felt that Gayle Forman handled the topic in a way that was respectful and thought provoking. It is very different from her other books in my opinion but it's a wonderful read all on its own. The title alone is beautiful. I WAS HERE! 

I highly recommend you check it out. Here's a link to the book on amazon!

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